Monthly Archives: April 2011

Sophie’s Choice

People say that they love their adopted children as much as they do their biological children. That the connection between a mother and baby isn’t inherently genetic, but that it’s something that develops between two people: a woman who yearns to … Continue reading

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Thoughts from a Bath

[June 2010] I hate this bath. The water’s too hot. There’s no point. I have no point. I can’t breed. Our only biological purpose. Why bother living? I’m just killing time until I die. Or kill myself. I should kill myself. … Continue reading

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Baby Blue

I went into all this infertility stuff with a wide-open heart. N and I had just gotten back together after being separated for a year, and – being more in love than ever – I felt armed and ready for … Continue reading

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